I'm going to give this a try.....

I've never blogged before but it seems like it might be a way to organize my thoughts so I'll give it a try. I don't think I'm that interesting but hopefully people will get a kick out of my random musings. I'm really glad it's Friday. This week was Connor's first week in daycare and it's been tougher than I imagined. He seems very content at the sitter's, he's even made a friend, so that makes it easier. I just wish I could stay home with him and I thought I'd NEVER say something like that. I enjoy my life and work has always been a large part of it. I was a little excited to come back to work after maternity leave and get back to my life. I still enjoy what I do and I know Connor is very well cared for at daycare but I still wish it was me doing the caring. It seems strange to me to feel that way. I know motherhood changes you and realigns your priorities but I never thought I would feel like this. My mother worked and I think I'm the better for it. I was always very independent and never felt like I missed out on anything so I don't know why I feel this way now. It's probably just the roller coaster hormones that seem to never stop and I'll probably be over it in a couple of weeks. After all, the important thing is that he's happy, so I'm going to be happy too.